Sleeping Inland

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released June 11, 2016

Suds:
Nate Harvey – vocals, guitar, bass, keyboards
Greg Farrington – drums, percussion

All music and lyrics by Suds
Produced by Greg Farrington
Cover artwork by Liam Little
"White Knuckle Tan" originally performed by Beware of Pedestrians
Keyboard solo on "I'm No Savior", guitar solo and guest vocals on "Sand To Sea" by Ben Bergeron
Fiddle on "So Low" and "Galaxies", guest vocals on "So Low" by Sarah Logan
Recorded at Green Street Studio
A Tiny Fan Production

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Track Name: White Knuckle Tan
I got the curse of a cursed first love
And I’m calling on a discord
A dismount and recount
Parched at the fingers
She’s always in the mood for a natural disaster
She’s a shark bite under candlelight

Swing while you still can
White knuckle tan
Flowing softly hand to hand
Wax lips rosebud hips
Two-dollar tips
Folded on your hands and makeup

I got the curse of a cursed first love
And I’m calling on a discord
A dismount and recount
Parched at the fingers
She’s always in the mood for a natural disaster
She’s a shark bite under candlelight

So when the rockets flash
Pick up the ash
Cold as stone
I’ll follow you home
Crawling up your sleeves
Another jean jacket on the fire sale again

I got the curse of a cursed first love
And I’m calling on a discord
A discount and remount
Parched at the fingers
She’s always in the mood for a natural disaster
She’s a shark bite under candlelight

Lord knows she’s trouble
Working double for the devil’s lonely soul
God knows how many times I’ve tried
She would not let me go
She swears she will not let me go
Sway with me
Oh sway with me
She sways
I can’t stay

Swing while you still can
Swing while you still can
Swing while you still can
Swing while you still can

I got the curse of a cursed first love
And I’m calling on a discord
A dismount and recount
Parched at the fingers
She’s always in the mood for a natural disaster
She’s a shark bite under candlelight
Track Name: Hair
Don’t fall so short on yourself she said
Rolling out of bed and putting both feet on the ground
And suddenly now a quiet burning sound
Sunday mornings are one thing she said
Turning her head
But it’s been like this for two whole weeks now
And there’s still nothing to talk about

And I could never tell if she ever did care
If I’m lying down getting all the floor in my hair
Oh I swear she’s always keeping me up nights
But I’ll be damned if I said I didn’t like it sometimes
If all we ever talk about is filling my head with doubt
Then how is it you manage to stick around

I can’t do this forever you said to me
So quietly like my mother from back east
Oh god now don’t you try to desensitize me
Grow up now rip it off and stop the bleeding
She always knew me too well for my own good
And I never did listen but maybe now I should

And I could never tell if she ever did care
If I’m standing now getting all the clouds in my hair
Oh I swear she’s always keeping me up nights
But god damn it I just can’t get her out of my mind
If all I ever think about is how you just bum me out
I think sixteen years ago I could’ve just turned around
Track Name: I'm No Savior
Well I was stuck in a television watching my living room
And there I saw you
And there I felt love
And I’ll romanticize the slightest glimpse towards the television screen
You make my black-and-white TV look like the sunset in a dream
But now the clock comes down to

Three in the morning
I’ll be singing you to sleep
Just like my mother did for me
Now don’t you cry
The only ghosts are motor homes passed under the front porch
And if you’re bored
We can throw stones and wait for the bones to rattle us awake all night
And if you aim just right you might find me

Oh it don’t take much to teach a boy how to know his place
Cause there’s no space to have his own
We stand around and wait for somebody to take us down
Well if there’s space then put me down
Cause I’ll admit that I’m no savior

It’s four in the morning and I think this place is haunted
Well at least I sleep alone
But I never really felt too much at home
Good god I never really thought that I was ever much of a prophet
Well where was the faith I wanted
I don’t know
Cause I just don’t

And if the spring’s bringing new things
What the fuck did I wake up in the middle of winter for
I’m not too sure

The sun rises early when you spend the whole night waiting
For some changing shadows on the wall
And if I had a reason I would wake you up just so I could tell you
Believe me it’s a lie
Cause I’ve been fooled a thousand times

I waited all night just to stop the sun from shining
Who knew a horizon could break you down
And I guess I always thought this type of light it would be blinding
But maybe we’ve been trying for too long
Track Name: I Think I Do
I don’t know why I move so slow from being alone to being less so
Cause it seems these days I’m a nervous wreck
Stuck in my own head
And I just choke

But if you could tell me something I already knew
Did I ever need to know
I think I did
I think I do

And it’s all the same from when it’s pouring rain
And my broken brain thinks of you
You could be anyone that I need today
Cause when the medication wastes
I just need to see your face

And if I do say it’s a waste to be alone
What would you say
It was best to let it go
I just don’t know

And if I knew I could keep you I would hold you
Closer than you knew
I’m never letting go
I just can’t let go
Track Name: So Low
I’ve been waiting for a storm in the middle of December
Just to freeze the melted pieces of me I let go
Now the black ice is frozen on the sidewalk
I don’t know where home is anymore
I just know that it’s where I wanna go

It’s funny how fast things seem to be changing
When you step back and stop looking from below
It’s not so bad we’re going through the same things
But such change was never good for me
I hold my standards low

So low
So low
It seems like every time someone falls in love with you
It’s always for the same reasons I do
So if I can’t get just one foot up ahead
Then maybe you should just move on instead

This room never seems to know its own temperature
The paint peels off the walls down to the floor
Good luck for me I found you a distraction
And I would love to walk you home
I just can’t make it through the door
If tomorrow comes I wake up and you’re not here
I know you’ve probably walked down to the shore
For some reason my mind’s been sleeping inland
And I need to follow somehow
But I don’t know just what for

What for
Just what for
It seems like every time someone falls in love with you
It’s always for the same reasons I do
If I can’t get just one foot up ahead
Then maybe you should just move on instead

So if I’m climbing mountains from the ocean
Should I wonder whether you would sink or swim
Step across the river for a moment
I don’t know why this side always felt so dim

So dim
It seems like every time someone falls in love with you
It’s always for the same reasons I do
If I can’t just get one foot up ahead
Then maybe you should just move on
Oh maybe you should just move on
Oh maybe you should just move on instead
Track Name: Crying
People keep talking but I don’t hear no sound
The sky keeps on falling but I pay no mind
And all of my questions are still bouncing around
If I wanted answers I’d have bought me more time
And I don’t know too much
But don’t tell me I’m not trying for the best of us
It’s all I can do
And if I come off as cross or short-tempered I’m not
It’s just me bearing all this weight of loving for you

I keep hearing voices in the quiet around me
I swear I see shadows in the darkest of rooms
I guess all this heavy is starting to get me
All of this baggage all covered in blue
And I’m not here to judge
But I’ve sure seen enough
Flesh and blood all smothered for the morning news
And I’m scared for my love
Cause it’s starting to rub
Cause all that I can think about is bloodshed too

It’s time we see changes
It’s time we start living a little more for someone else
And not for ourselves
And maybe I’m faded
I’ve become so jaded
But just in case I’m not well then I’m crying for help
Track Name: She's So
I’ve been infected
I don’t know what it is
But you seem to have it
And it likes to pull me in
And I’ve got a hunger
Tearing me apart
It’s all at your fingers

I guess she’s so
She’s so cold
And I’m so all alone
I’m so scared that I’ll end up all alone
For a choice that’s not my own

I got a roach under my skin
And I don’t know what it was but I let it in
And I’m sanitizing for my sins
She’s got this whole world wrapped under her fingertips
And I’m bleeding out for it

I guess she’s so
She’s so cold
And I’m so all alone
And I’m so scared that I’ll end up all alone
For a choice that’s not my own

Because she’s so wonderful
And I’m relative at most
Oh she’s so wonderful
And I’m
God damn I’m so alone
Track Name: Kemp Road Pt. II
Well I’ve never felt so low while being up so high
Something about the mountains that puts you closer to the sky
Always out of touch but so much more present in my mind
I thought that I could face the significance of change
While playing down the loss of ocean waves
But some things always ride you down no matter what the town
If it’s not home then I’m never gonna go

I’ve never been so sure that I’ve found my peace of mind
Til I move around and tell myself I’m fine
It seems we’re always raised with just one place to know
So maybe I should wait for things to find their place
I’m too busy counting my minutes away
But maybe that’s just living
Knowing that there’s no sitting still til you know where you wanna go
I know that everything you breathe will build you up
So you can be stronger til you hit the peak and take the fall
So maybe staying low for now just ain’t as bad as it sounds

If ever I was sure that such a valley had a cure
I’d do anything to make it go away
But all we have are questions that make the answers seem okay
We’re only building mountains just to compensate
And only in my dreams can I sit by the sea
While reaching both my hands towards the sky
The older that I get the less I seem to find my peace of mind
If I could just imagine the lights all running east
Denounce the things I learned when we were young
My knowledge would defy me but ignorance is key
When all we do is chase the setting sun
Track Name: Galaxies
Galaxies
On galaxies
Catching my iris
Light seems to find it
Across the water
Why bother
I know that I’m here
But why am I still here

Connected
Wires and fingers
Liars and singers
Polluted
Perspective conflicted
You broke me
I fixed it

Close the seams
And leave the streets
Empty of traffic
Eroded
Pulling strings
Pulling me
Hands on my feet
Moving me softly

Connected
Wires and fingers
Liars and singers
Polluted
Perspective conflicted
You broke me
I fixed it

Galaxies
On galaxies
Solitude’s crowded
It’s all too relative
And it’s lovely
And lonely
Seeing the same things
And waiting for changing

Connected
Wires and fingers
Liars and singers
Polluted
Perspective conflicted
You broke me
I fixed it
Track Name: Sand to Sea
Sand to sea
Sand to sea
We wade we wade into the ocean
We sway we sway on something
We sway we sway we sway on something
Disbelief I don’t believe that
Every day we soak our feet
Every day we walk the reef
Every day we walk the

Funny how the written work
All ties together word for word
Like everything we see
I could never define the imagery
The sunny sound of forbidden words
And pervasive literature
Are soft enough to sleep
No heart just skips a single beat

Sand to sea
Can’t you see
We wait we wait for something missing
To fill to fill to fill to fill the void
With heated tension
Heated tension
I will not be
I will not be
A place for all the water
Caven lungs can’t break me
Vacant lungs won’t make me stronger no

I’m in between
I’m in between
I’m in between
The shoreline and the tide
Don’t let me be
Don’t let me be
Don’t let me be
Stuck out in the ocean
I’m so sick of moving
Sand to sea
Track Name: Cold Feet
How easy the walk to the sea
To the sea
Cold feet
Slow breeze
How easy the walk to the sea
To the sea
Cold feet
Slow breeze

No nothing quite exists the way it used to
Before you were grieving for the loss in your lungs
Nothing quite exists beyond the river
You shiver
Looking back to when you were dry and young

How lonely the sharp on the reef
On the reef
Breathe with ease
Swift defeat
How lonely the shark on the beach
On the beach
See her sweet
(Over the sea)
Carried beneath
(Bye Koliveigh)

Nothing quite exists the way it used to
Before you were grieving for the loss in your lungs
Nothing quite exists beyond the river
You shiver
Looking back to when you were dry and young
Track Name: Keeper
I guess it’s time again to finally put this ruckus down
Accept that everything you do just keeps happening
So tell me what the fuck you’re all about
It seems like all you’re about is letting other people down
You’ll never be somewhere in between the way sane people act
And the cheaper-than-the-cheapest people I would never wanna meet

So fuck what you heard
I’m sure that I’ve said worse
And fuck your opinion cause I know that I’ve heard worse
And fuck all the bullshit you put people through cause nothing's worse
But most of all fuck you cause you’re the worst

Hate me hate my guts hate all my friends
I don’t give a fuck
But don’t you dare try to come here between me and Greggy
We don’t have any plans
You’re toxic delusional overrated
Hope that twenty years from now you don’t fit your pants

So fuck what you heard
I’m sure that I’ve said worse
And fuck your opinions cause I’m sure that I’ve said worse
And fuck all the bullshit you put people through
Cause I know there’s one thing worse
But most of all fuck you cause you’re the worst

Fuck you